today when i sat down to write i was extremely happy and confident after a very long time. i used to be always undecisive and unhappy about anything and everything. people may call it a sort of depression but for me it was the weakest point of my 17 yrs of life. i had lost hope of ever succeding, had started beliving that i wasnt worth any thing, i didnt deserve anything from anyone, everyone it seemed had deserted me. i couldnt even muster enough courage to write my blogg!!
all this was happening due to my one dim witted step of trusting the most wrong person in my life. even after being warned several times by my conscience i myself went into that pothole.
after which series of unwanted dramas and fateful events followed. for which i deeply regret.
today i have taken a step towards sunshine...i have allowed the brightness of the sun to dissolve in me, the smell of the flower surround me, the pureness of nature to relive through me.....
i can now finally fall into deep slumber without any apprehensive thoughts. so without construing the future now i have finally decided to live life the way it leads me with all smiles.....
